i m so lonely.....

Today in my hostel ,i m alone on this floor.But i m emotionally attached to this place that i don't want to leave this place..i just dont want to go to home.Bus mai aur hanuman in my room,ha ha....he is so sweet.Life is so beautiful here..no tension no worries..if i go to home,again the marriage discussion and many champu guyies profiles..he is like that,his education is this this...blah blah ...dimag ka dahi bana dete hai.I think i m a misogamist.I just want to study and study more.I have a instiable hunger of knowledge.I wana guy who is knowledge ka bhandar.
My cloths are becoming shorter and shorter ha ha ha...only in the room.

TO SURVIVE U MUST BE A CHALU ITEM...

                                         i am so sad today.Really this is a shock for me.its all due to yourself only.ur a fool person.u was knowing that she is a selfish person then also u helped her at every point of time.you r the reason for ur sorrow ..understand u fool gal.nalayak ahes tu.u was knowing about her firty nature.she uses everybody for her own purpose.

                                     But you forgived her and accepted her friendship.everybody was right about her .really she is a bitch.Today i came to know some shocking information about her.from today onwards i will never ever do friendship with any girl.really ..

                                    whenever she need me .she used me and today ..its a height...what u get out of her friendship...only tears....valuable ....than anything else in the world.....plz sweta controlurself my baby..i know ur innocent..but to survive in this big bad world ..u must be chalu item..got it .try to be selfish.....she was never ur friend..all ur friends told u that she is a selfish person...but sometime u purposefully become deaf ..u fool.learn something from this experience...never never help or trust anybody unless and untill u totally analize or test somebody..
                                 Finally u came  to know her character...u never imagined such a thing..let it be...but i really dont understand then y she pretend to be very very innocent..when she dont...my god she is far more than any prostitue...bloody bitch...

                                 Going for rajsmarriage ..wt kind of person he is??dont u understand u fool..he is just like her..so thats y they are best friend....really its a KALIYUG....

                                     where r u???yeah i am calling u ..i need u right now..my mom was right abt her...plz i never listen to her...i m really really a fool.

                                      Let it be..everything happens for a purpose...take a lesson from this incident ..if u again do the same blunder..then i will give the award of FOOOL..chill baby...chill...

MY FIRST STEP TOWARDS MY GOAL..

                       THANKS..thanks a lot GOD..finally u replied to my prayers i was doing for my dreams.just wana kiss u today.as u know ur the only person who is with me all through my life.u r the only trustworthy person.my guide my friend.i know u r in my heart.HUM TUM KITNE PAS HAI KITNE DUR HAI CHAND SITARE SUCH PUCHO TO MAN KO ZHUTE LAGTE HAI YE SARE..Today i wana express gratitude to u ..give me emotional ,moral support through out my future life.Finally i came to know something i wished,this will be a first step towards my dream.Now like a gooooooooooood boy help me in selection process.ok.if u not i will not talk with u..hey kidding baby!can i do this..never ever.

                        Just show me a right path to fulfill my dream ,i am ready to sacrifices everything for it.i wana see every child happy.dont wana see any orphanon the streets.U know GOD..when yesterday i was going to shivaji nagar bus stop as i wana to go to AUG'bad.i have seen one 7 to 8 years old girl selling straws in the afternoon..when sun was burning at its highest..i just screened at her felt really very very BAD.U are alive na then y dont u help them.i wana truly help them,Please do something??i want to watch my country to be HAPPY and PROSPEROUS.No politics please.they all are .......really.Everybody is so selfish u know.

                        Wana tell u something very interesting ..whenever i came across such children or any senior most citizens..i watch u in them ..and feel high affection for them though they are not related to me..  i know ur not in idols..u r in the hearts.U r my baby...okay moral of the above story is PLZ mere baap help me in my nobel cause i dont want any obstacle in my way otherwise u know what i m gona to do..yes u r right i m gona to finish them..i will fulfill my dream by hook or crook..really wish that this situation should not come in my way.And heartly want that u should take care of all these things.

                       GOD i m really working hard towards my goal ,gathering every information required for it,but right path is the half work done so please help me for that.And one of important thing is give me  a SOULMATE...i think u have already given..right??ok let it be very critical issue.and how r u??fine.must be tired ..as u hv to take care of everybody.i can understand..sometime i cant take care of my bro also, u r so great..

                      what is GOD??extremely sensitive topic..i think GOD is inside u .U r strong desires to do something...that fire inside u is the GOD.I think in this world only the law of attraction works... we r on the earth due gravity,its also an attraction.whatever u desire..have a DO or DIE attitude for it...u r mind will start working on it ..u will find different ways to achieve it..and our passion will help us to work on it..stick to it ..no matter how hard they are..and the day will come u will be succcessful ..THE MOST WAITED DAY..i will also win ..no defeats...only victory..

                     So after our victory,we say THANKS GOD..but think for a while what made u to do all these things??u r desires..u r passion..right??so i think this the GOD.These all are my imaginations may not be true......Want to fly like a butterfly with joy ..so happy..